A Singapore blogger's life blog ; Sara Chaeyoung

Vanilla Choklat

2012-02-15T03:49:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikkum friends! ^ ^ Its close to 4AM now and I must go to sleep soon!

Ive been sleeping late and waking up late every day! Not good for my health!

Also, I wasted so many precious time in the morning/noon! >.<

Dont wish for it to happen every single time!! Sigh ~ Anyways,

not only time is running out, my bank credit is too! Yikes!! T_____T

I dressed my baby girl up! Too bad I need to pay to get a boy -.-

I am sure most of us would have already think of our future baby names (In Sha'Allah)

I have mine and BB likes them! But I am considering to modify and improvise. Kekeke!

Our baby (In Sha'Allah) will be Chinese Boyanese Javanese. C O O L XD

I went to the East all by myself earlier just now! Babe waited for me at the bustop

to fetch his princess up! ^ ^ Accompanied Syara with her art homework.. ^^

His smell is so addictive!! >.<

We are not lying down together so please... refrain from judging/assuming :)

Just enjoy the free flow of pictures yeah? Xd

May peace be upon you! ^ ^

Gotta get going

2012-02-14T01:18:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikkum

Decided to go to Dhobygaut yesterday, but we kinda postponed it because of last minute plans.

I really hate las tminute decisions, cause it wont give me ample time to think, and I might

make the worse decision ever, and yes, it usually happens! Ha ha! Fetched mum and Baby S

at the nearby mall and sent mum to the next train station.

Decided to do a Classy Valentines eye look! There is actually..

Copper, Light Pink, Champange, and Sparkly Gold.

I love him, he bring joy to the atmosphere when he is happy ^ ^

We went to Ponggol Park to look around for a while.. Sheikh was so hilarious!!

He actually "challenged" with oncoming runners. Lol. He will run so fast to challenge them

HAHAHAHA! Damn funny I swear, but he will stop and run back to us!!

Despite the poor lighting, memories were still being captured! ^^

& we spent our Sunday night just like that .... Being close with nature ^ ^

I can see Bb's future as a fierce father! >.< But good lah, cause I have a very soft spot for

kids! But I do have my limits .... I just find kids annoying.. Lol. But I dont have the heart to scold them and make them cry. Lol. Silly yeoja.

LOL! If you realise, I actually added a lot of kawaii icons around my blog ~

Thanks for the very very sweet message, friend ^ ^

Random message at a random time like this makes me smile....

Garden of bliss in the hereafter.

2012-02-12T18:08:00.000+08:00

Often, I used to wish for this, and that. I wish that money would fall from the sky.

I wish that I would be this and that, get this and that, and more. Wish.. the word I no longer

want to use it, because why wish when you can pray to Almighty? :)

There are so many things we, humans just want to get them, be it a house, marriage,

new pair of sneakers, a branded bag or a very nice smelling perfume or a make up set..

Anything.. But of course to get them when we are not very blessed with fortune seems difficult.

Well, maybe I just want to share with you some things whether intagible or not,

that I want .... Well, most of them are really that hard to get, but no, I wont give up :)

Let's start with short-term "wishes"

Colorful Quran ^^

Pretty Telekung ^^

Picture says it all.

And before I go on, I think I should stop. But aren't these all beautiful?

Not the book, but happiness for me, you, and my closest.

For the long term "wishes"

A rightful husband.

A baby.

A comfortable and angelic house!

Animals ^^

The Ka'Aba!

If I really really list all the things that I really want, this would be the longest blog post

in my history ever! Lol. Well, I was just browsing through some pictures

and wanted to share with you. My inspiration ^^

Have a great evening.

Work hard, stay humble.

2012-02-12T15:32:00.000+08:00

Oh the morning sun, never fails to make me smile when I wake up! ^ ^

But of course a bit too glaring since I was in my deep dreams and thn waking up to a

very bright object right infront of my eyes. Kekeke! But nevertheless, woke up feeling ....

well, I had my day planned with Baby sheikh. So whatever negative vibes I was feeling

the night before had to go away.. I never wanted this sickness to affect me, or rather, my day.

I kinda like the shot above because my hair falls perfectly giving way to my Blackest pupil ever.

Mysteriously creepy is me. Wahaha!

Second day hair is always the best! ^ ^

I went to fetched Baby S from his home and I waited for babe to come and we are off to

East Coast! Found a perfect place to settle down.. ^ ^

& I was busy snapping away.. Oh the sun is the best natural lighting ever! XD

This boy didnt get in to the water.. So he just sat down and chatted with babe's mum.

Lol silly boy, loves the pool but hates the sea. But its better, since sea has no warnings >.<

Hair on fire.

Didnt really submerged till my head because I didnt felt like it.

Babe wasnt even in the water at the first place, he was busy soaring his Octopus kite!

But nevertheless, I am so thankful to him for making our day all smooth and fun! ^ ^

Hope its a good day for Baby S. I just wanted him to have the best of his childhood while

he is with me! That boy had a lot of sickening past. Time to start anew, baby!

Well the girls never failed to be my happy pills ^ ^

& thn this girl perasaan model. Kekeke!

I think Baby S likes her though :) He is always finding her ^^

We went back to the East afterwards ^^

We tend to thank God for the blessings like our home, our clothes, our bed, things we have; yet we forget to thank God for the things we don’t have. Think of every disease, abnormality, disorder you could have, but by the grace of God you don’t. Even if you have one, thank God you don’t have two. Even if you have fifty, thank God you don’t have fifty one. Think of everything, big or small, that could go wrong and thank God because it is by His grace we are who we are. Even though this life is pretty jacked up, God knows what He’s doing and we should trust in Him alone.

May peace be upon you.

Wrapped under the moonlight

2012-02-10T02:39:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikkum everyone! I was browsing through Tumblr earlier this afternoon

thn something inspired me to do a Twiggy 1960s look. Well actually, Ive been digging this

eyelook for quite some time. Have been trying it out as well, so I decided to carefully

did the cut crease like how Twiggy has for hers. But her eyes are really well featured.

I could only create an illusion. Also, I used Brown for shading and shadow..

I dont want to be so dramatic cause I was .... only heading to Babe's house! XD

I wore my fairy outfit for once! XD

Even managed to curl my hair, LOL I am really tht free.

Babe came and oh boy, I missssssss you so much!

Always thankful :)

Im stopping at you, lasting with you.

May peace be upon you ^^

You got tag!

2012-02-08T16:49:00.003+08:00

Rules, rules!1. Post these rules.
2. You must post 11 random things about yourself.
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post.
4. Create 11 new questions for the people you tag to answer.
5. Go to their blog and tell them that you’ve tagged them.
6. No stuff in the tagging section about ‘you are tagged if you are reading this.’ blah blah blah, you legitimately have to tag 11 people!

(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ 11 random things about me

1) If Jaejoong ever ask me for marriage, I dont think I am going to accept him even that was my dream come true. Because, I found the one for me, and I am keeping him till god seperates us :)

2) I have anxiety disorder and it has never left me, sadly :(

3) I am very afraid of the dentist, I always made up excuses and cry and wail whenever I have to go to one. I even cried when my dad was the one seating on the chair! Lol.

4) I want an older brother thts why I always call Rudy "Abg Udy" & a small lil sister so I can doll her up. Lol. My model.

5) I hate hate vegetables but I am in love with spinach, kangkong and salad w thousand islands!

6) I don't wear short skirts (except when I dont have a choice back in high school)
I will never show off my legs when its not needed. I will wear tights, pantyhose, or really, no skirts!!

7) I dont really like to eat in public, or at the place itself. I just dont like it. Maybe because of my anxiety disorder.

8) I ever wanted to die because of my disorder. But I dont want to go just yet. I still have a lot of things I want to fufill :(

9) I ever think of opening my own boutique.. Either to sell all the things I want to sell or a bridal shop! :D But probably, a shop contains of baby stuffs, princess stuffs, lady stuffs, cute accesorries, something tht I would personally buy! :D Not forgetting cosmetics! :D

10) I always leave my drink and thn do other things in hope tht an angel will put something good into it! XD

11) I sometimes think that I am the chosen one.... But I am taking advantage when Im well :(
So much tht I feel guilty.. So much tht I feel my anxiety is still here because of it.

(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ My questions from Flow ♥!

1. What's your must have make up item? :D
-Foundation powder.

2. Why did you decided to make a blog?
-Its more of a personal space, and I can do whatever I want with it and sharing my stories
with everybody who cares about me :)

3. If you were an animal, what kind of animal that you would be?
- I honestly want to become a lion, a nice one :)

4. What is you biggest pet peeves?
- I have a lot, but for now, its ... girls who fight for fame by posting sexual and violence stuffs.
Its damn disgusting and degrading. Eww. Lucky none of my closest friends are like tht.

5. Make up or nail art?
-Make up ^^

6. Are you more like your dad or your mom?
-Uh oh! I think mum!

7. How long does it take for you to get ready in the morning?
- Depends on how I want to look like. Min 15 mins Max 45 mins!

8. What is your favorite kind of clothing?
-Chic N Comfortable is my concept!^^

9. Who is your inspiration?
-Nabi Muhammad s.a.w

10. If you could have one of your wish granted, what would it be?
- Happy and healthy to everybody in this world :)

11. Do you like to read? If yes, what kind of book? :D
-Of course I do! Romance, suspense and sometimes horror! ^ ^

(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ My questions for you!

1) If you have to lose either one of your arm or leg, which would you sacrifice and why?

2) If you could take anything and everything in a shop for one minute,

which shop would you choose and why?

3) What color do you represent, and why?

4) If you had the chance to have one more wish before you leave this world, what would it be?

5) If you could do one plastic surgery, what would you choose and why?

6) What pets do you want to keep next time?

7) What is one thing that you want to change about the society?

8) What is your must-have make up product in your bag when you go out?

9) What is the best facial brand you have ever used?

10) Your favorite brand but never get to own it?

11) Who is your favorite bloggers? ^^

(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ I tag you! ;)

Sigh. I dont know who has blogs or whether my closest ones have blogs or not. #fail

But Imma tag some whom I can remember has blogs, but aww,sorry to break the last rule,

if you read this and you wanna continue the tag!! GO AHEAD!

Comment on my blog comment box so I can head over to check it out yeah?

Azimah, Wirda, Syaz, Izzati, Linda, Cherry, ......

Thanks for reading, love you all ~

Cause seeing you smile makes me happy. ♥

2012-02-08T16:12:00.000+08:00

Post in order of Feb 8 > 7 > 6

Assalamualaikkum my friends, Ahhh. I wasnt feeling too good last night while surfing net,

so I decided to lay down on bed, and eventually try to go to sleep. Suddenly, my heart

beat so fast, and I can't really breathe like usual. Its like something is bothering me, but

I dont know what is it. Earlier yesterday, all I did was just going to the swimming pool

and play with Baby Sheikh. We have lots of fun though I didnt really dip myself fully into the

shallow waters. But I sure did slip and nearly got my whole self wet. Believe it or not,

Rudy came along, but he didnt swim -.- He was complaining tht his wound on his leg hasn't

heal yet. But for him to follow and just seating there was indeed like a .... mini miracle! XD

Nevertheless, I was thankful for a fruitful day for us, and a happy experience for the baby.

All I want is to make him smile with all his heart :) Thank you Allah s.w.t Alhamdullilah.

I had depressing smiles even while eating lunch cause Jaejoong said he would

marry a turkish fan if she knows how to speak Korean well :(

He also took this picture with a beautiful Turkish fan and the picture got viral.

Sigh. I am jealous, yes and truely mad at Jaejoong. Pfft.

But oh well, Sara, snap back to reality.

Off to fetch Baby S to the pool! :D

I bullied him.

& he took his revenge! XD

A pose together at last! ^ ^

His individual shots.

Even though he may be alone most of the time, I hope he doesnt worry about being

alone. I try to make him have fun with every way I can.

Cause his smile makes me happy :)

Look at his eyelashes! He is not wearing fauxy!

& his annoyingly huge eyes! O_O

You are so lovable, I wish you happiness and healthy always baby!

Yes, I went out with my oversized dress! XD

Bought new lens, and I love how it looks like actually! ^ ^ Hope my eyes will behave..

Anyway, that was yesterday, Feb 7.

This was the day before yesterday! :D

What is a happy Sara without pictures of herself? Kekeke!

Anyway, on a total different note, I just want to share this quote with my Muslim cousins.

& as long as I make my heart and mind to learn something, it's sincere enough.

Sharing them does not mean showing off, its sharing the deen, sharing the good deed.

& I hope you don't misunderstand my intentions.

If you wish to find out the source of information that I posted here in my blog,

please take a look at my Tumblr. I reblogged what I take off (:

We went to search for my contact lens. Finally got them at a nearby shop.

Thank you Bb.

Stuck in two pins and a hair doughnut is formed! :D

Later tht night, we both went to Macd to get us our icecream and burgers! XD

Sat at the playground and reminised our past :)

I love quality time with my brother. He is such a dear to him.

May Allah s.w.t bless you, me and everyone else.

May peace be upon you ^ ^ ♥

A love letter

2012-02-08T15:34:00.000+08:00

Finally, after so long... At last I still had the courage to e-mail you.

I have always wanted to talk/ start a conversation with you through e-mails but I have never had the courage to do so. But it is okay, finally I thought about it and think I should give it a go/ a try to start e-mailing you. How are you doing? I have always been one of your huge fans on YouTube and Blogger. I have been reading up your online journal almost every single week, since last year, & whenever I missed any of your posts, I would do a search through the 'older posts' area and search for the post which I have read last and then, start reading all over again from there.

> I enjoy watching your Videos on YouTube and reading your Blog all the time. Believe it or not, I can repeat every single video I watched from your channel again and again all the time I am on the net. You're a strong and happy lady. I adore you, very much. I don't know why, your pictures, your videos makes me smile, giggle and laugh all the time. Even when I am really down. I am really happy to see you happy! Don't be mistaken, I am a lady too! You're a nice person, you're pretty too. All right, take care! Typing all these down makes me wanna tear right now. Hah, my tears are going to drool down my cheeks real soon! Purft -.- Take care! <3 (': (':

Blessed and thankful, ♥

2012-02-06T03:00:00.000+08:00

Waalaikummusalam, thank you so much dear sister for the very kind message.

Although I really like to know who you are, so I can reciprocate the duas you keep for me.

Jazakallahu Khairan. Really thankful ^ ^ ♥ I will go with my decision of posting them only

when its really beneficial, interesting and free from any forms of ill intentions or some sort.

But oh well, thank you so much. Have a blessed week ahead :)

Anyways, while I was getting ready to meet Babe earlier, the delivery man came

and delivered the goodies that I ordered. I was so excited but I didnt run out in my towel

of course. Dad signed and collected them for me. I wore the dress right away!

Because I am #foreverlate, we had trouble deciding where to meet.

Finally, met them at Eunos and we are off to Changi Point ^ ^

♥ ♥ ♥

I was thinking of bringing Baby Sheikh here one day! ♥

We went to the food court and had Ice Kachang, and also, "Deep Fried Chicken Cutlet"

It was super super delicious! Thank you! ♥

Everyday's best ♥

& yesyes, more camwhoring moments! XD

How adorable ♥

Sandal strap broke off! XD

But babe fixed it! :D Yayy!

Goodnight everyone ~ Its closed to 3AM! ♥ ♥ ♥

May peace be upon you.

We are the Beach babes and hunks!

2012-02-06T02:19:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikkum everyone! ^ ^ Well, let me blog about my day on Saturday!

I was having a hard time deciding what to do because I wanted to bring Baby Sheikh out

but he wasn't in the plans at the end. So Babe came and picked me up and we are off

the to the Beach at the East~! Wore my specs and really simple sports attire! XD

Coincidently, we wore the same thing! XD Awwww! Hubby-wifey telepathy again!

Going to the beach means getting yourself wet, facing the sun and messy hair.

So here's a pat on my back to show you my unglam pictures, but hey, those are just

still images! What really happened, was really fun and memorable! Alhamdullilah.

It was blazing hot before we got in the water though! Haha!

Babe look charming here so I decided to post it despite my .....

& more unglam shots!

Self-made effect! XD

LOL like small kids! XD

Drenched.

&& yes, we snapped lots of pictures! Syara met her friend, Faiqah, and her

siblings were there and we all had fun snapping photos with so many poses we could think of! XD

Please do not focus on our goofy silly faces! XD

Connected by love.

Supermodels of the year.

Rayyan is super cute ok!! The mini boy there!! Kekeke!

Self-made effect again! XD

Could you make what we were posing?

♥ H E A R T ♥

May peace be upon you

What an emotional wrecking post!

2012-02-04T03:28:00.000+08:00

Hi blog, earlier today I was raging like mad because somehow I was mad at Babe.

Thn I had this biggest bitch fit in like a long time, lol. Yeah, I was hating on jerks.

I was ranting on Twitter and it was so satisfying. But I know it wouldn't be able to end

if I dont take a breather. So I decided to eat my Salmon to fill my growling stomach

and watched the latest Running Man episode with my brother. We spent time, and

had quality REAL laughters and thn suddenly all those negative vibes left.

I was so annoyed and I couldn't hold it anymore. About how the world is so unfair,

about how society is screwed up, about how filthy the Facebook and Twitter sphere has became.

Well maybe part of the reasons are because of myself. I could have the choice not to be friends

with this particular person, or not follow this person or even not get close with this person.

But I've decided to anyways. Be it because of +ve or -ve reasons..

So anyway, today I woke up earlier thn yesterday. Yes, I learnt my lesson.

I got ready and wasted so much time persuading this brother of mine to accompany

me get food for both of us. Yes, we are starving during lunch time almost everyday! >.<

I finally got out of house with the company of Kas over MSN and bought food for us both!

Alhamdullilah tummy was filled with love afterwards :) Went out to Bishan and walked around

while waiting for Babe to end his work and thn off to shopping. Promise myself not to shop

unneccesaries, so I got myself a cheapo but cuteeeee purse for myself ^^

Byebye C&K purse, hello hot pinky! XD We went off to the East afterwards, starving in cold.

However, we stopped halfway because I was stubborn to remove my lens who are literally

swimming around my eyes before, to removed them since one of them has literally

went up for the first time in my wearing of lens history! Boy was I so terrified.

But babe was telling me how to slowly bring it down, and phewww ~ I got both of them out!

All these pictures were taken before I ate my lunch, lol.

Sigh, I am snapping so much as usual. But so what? Makes me happy,

capturing memories ...... boredom moments. Lol. ^^

I was trying out my new shadow palette (the one I got yesterday *see previous post)

And I had really thin lashes and eyeliner! ^ ^ But I tried a new blush color and it definitely

brings color to my face! ^ ^ Somehow not looking so pale like a sickly patient!

I almost burst when I was raging because I just felt that there is nothing I do which

pleases everybody. But then again, its true. Firstly, I wasnt born to please everyone,

and no matter what, I can't please everyone at the same time. If I do something, people

will comment. If I dont do something, people will also comment. So can anyone tell me

what's permissable and what's not? I am sure there will be no definite answer because

everyone has their own opinions and views about certain matters. This is sure my blog,

and OF COURSE my blogger friends (readers) means alot to me. So when someone

comment something about this space, I will be concern and I will try my best to solve it.

But Ive been getting a lot of negative remarks about me sharing religious information.

First and foremost, Ive stated this long time ago, tht I do not share what I dont know,

what I am uncertain of, and which I dont practise. & since then (getting lectured/advised),

I also minimised my postings about hadiths or information which might be an "advise" to others.

Because who am I to give advices when I myself has not much knowledge in this field?

So I only share information which will benefit and maybe something interesting.

I read something, I like it, I share it, people know about it, benefit from it and refrain from

creating mistakes. Wrong? Hmms. Maybe sometimes people would get false impression tht I am

trying to potray myself as a religious lady when in reality, I am not really. Because why?

I dont wear the hijab, nor do I follow all the rules/musts strictly. That, I know is not an excuse.

But In Sha'Allah may Allah s.w.t give me the hidayah and open my heart one day.

I am just not really prepared yet, or maybe I haven really fully understand yet.

There were also remarks about pictures of me kissing my bf, or hugging my bf or potraying skinship,

and stuffs likes that. But tell me, do I go to the extremes? Do I show you any obscenity?

Do I show any indecent photos? Really? Such photos should be kept private, or in fact, not suppose to.

But why? Why do I get such remarks? There are so many other couples who took ridiculous pictures

of them tongueing each other, hugging really intimately, or pictures of them pre or post making love!

That is more absurd, right? But I know because you care for me, and as a sister/brother,

you should make someone realise if not you will follow our sins. That, I understand.

No worries. Maybe I am just concern about how you put it. I am just that sensitive sometimes! XD

Then I would have to go through hell all over again and again.

I have never wanted to create those negative impression. But what to do?

People judged just by reading a tweet, just by reading a status, just by reading a post,

just by looking on a first time basis, just by looking at a picture, just by how the person looks like.

This is the truth. But I am pretty sure there are other people who doesnt. Other people who

truely understand and does not really judge. I am sure these people exist. Why?

Because of experiences. Because of what they've been through. && no one else except

them know how it feels like being judged, labelled, called names at, and all. It sucks.

Going to the East never bores me to tell you the truth. Why?

Because I found love, jpy and what it feels like to have a complete family around you.

Not saying I dont have a family. I do, but its just ... Well something I wouldnt want to talk about.

My happy pills, my comforting blankets, my sugar rush all present (:

Loving me for who I am, even when I dont have make up on, even when I am in my pyjamus,

baggy shirt and sweat shirt, even when I amke those ugly fugly faces, even when I lack in doing

some stuffs, when I this and that. They just accept me, like how a family would be :)

I am thankful, for having my mother, father, brother, and them :) Alhamdullilah.

When I am unhappy, I will get so pissed, to the point where I will just shut up

and eventually cry. The best way I can recover is time, love, and maybe persistance "pujok"

&& before I end my post, this is to all the mofo-ing jerks out there.

I hate you, but here's a piece of simple advice you should heed.

I want to apologise if I have offended anyone (excluding well maybe jerks) because I never

intend to hurt anyone in anyways whether emotionally or mentally.

Thank you for understanding.

May peace be upon you.

Im not falling into the majority.

2012-02-03T03:21:00.002+08:00

Blogger was having a bitchfit earlier so myphotos are all jumbled up.

I also got a comment from a dear Muslim sister, and I am pretty much stuck

with what she said. Half my heart thinks what she said was true, but half of it thinks

that its ok because my intention wasn't what she and others think, really.

But I was too lazy to fight over religious issues and the matter of posting Islamic information.

It's sad tht people just misunderstood you and create that false impression.

You know, there is a move, an action called, "ASK"? Damn sad. So sad.

Anyway, today was smooth. Well I actually woke up late and got pissed at myself.

I am ok waking up at noon or after but not late noon? It feels like I am wasting my time!

So I got ready, bought food for myself and met BB to go back to the East.

But we stopped by the mall because Bb wanted to get his solution and there was a SASA

sale, and I stopped by and shopped! Bought 33$ worth of 50$ goodies! Good buy! XD

Anyway, I didn't buy this necklace! It was given to me in my prize mail earlier this afternoon!

Here's a video to share with you, what I got! :D

Hope you like this video! :D I might do a "BF does my make up" video! :D

So anyway, after dinner (had Mee Rebus! Yummy!) I tried on the new eyeshadow

pallete that I got. Its like Gold, Orange, Champange color, and its sparkly too! XD

Removed my Red lips because it was too dramatic and didnt look too nice!

Dont know if you can see the colors! Mehehe!

when I blink, you can see that speck of Gold glitter at the centre of my lid! Me likey!

Snap snap and more camwhoring! XD

Oh did I tell you, I spent the night with Baby S! XD This was the day before today!

Got him a power ranger figurine! :D

I wish I could take care of him. But my dad objects because to him, I see Baby S as a cute little

todle and I am just sympathising him. Maybe that's the reason, but apart from it, I have this

connection with him, its like ... He is in my life for a reason and I must do something about it.

I hope he is happy at where is he right now, and I hope he will grow into a bright and lovable boy.

Baby S, You will be in myprayers and I love you!!

Back to today's pictures. Lol.

Waiting for dinner! ^ ^

Drunk boy, Lol.

Kidding of course.

He kinda over-stretched his neck.

I love the weather! Neither too wet nor too dry! :D

Love this shot though. Heehee! XD

May peace be upon you.

I'm not who I was before.

2012-01-31T16:04:00.000+08:00

Its Tuesday today, and I have no absolute things to do except tp surf the net and do

what I always do ; Twitter, Facebook, Blog, Tumblr. I am very much addicted to all these.

Nevertheless, I still know how to still sane and keep myself out of the internet when I need to.

My life now is pretty much laid back and I am in the rest/break/free period.

I am just waiting for my graduation. Therefore, this holiday is like my LAST holiday as a

student. Damn it, how fast time really flies but I am not yet growing mentally, lol.

I do want to look for a job, but not those kind where I'll be depressed and bored, and sick of it again.

I want to find something that I really enjoy doing, even if its not a very good job nor

does it pay well. But I want to explore everything, and discover new stuffs.

I dont know but I want to take life easy, not the general challenging nature of Singapore -.-

I do not wish to be pressurise or working so hard just cause others are doing the same.

Imma take it slow and steady. Who knows I'll be gone the very next day?

Speaking about being gone, my behavior is not actually at my best. Ever since my

"anxiety disorder" has temporarily (I hope permanently though) left me, I stopped doing

a few things and its getting out of hand. Wait, not to the extend of sinning so much and all.

But, just that I feel really guilty when these thoughts actually came into my mind.

See, only when something bad happened to you, or in my case, when I suffer,

only thn will I be more exposed and stay close to Almighty. But In Sha'Allah,

I will come back, I will and never have I forget. Alhamdullilah. Thank you Allah s.w.t.

Anyway, Monday was unexpected. I had this sudden need to go shopping.

I felt like spending 50 in one shop just buying anything I find nice!

I decided to go to Bishan to met Babe and thn off to Bugis area. But I was so silly

thinking tht he ended work at 5, so I was darn early. I went off to Bugis alone and walked

the whole area, by myself, alone. I find it so... serene. But I couldn't make any purchase because

what I find nice, may not be nice to others because I always see clothes and go...

"OMG THIS IS DAMN NICE, SO CUTE" Just cause there's a flower or some sort like that.

But I had what caught my eyes in my mind, and later when Babe came, he helped me decide

which to buy or not. Oh yes, buy what babe likes to see on me and heck what others think.

Not really, sometimes I just follow my instincts as well. Not a fanshionista, but sometimes

I like to dress weirdly which goes way out of my concept of dressing ; chic & comfortable.

I am not a heels person, though I am very short and fond of them but I dont like to wear them.

Its like being to overconfident? & its a pain in the ass sometimes. You'll never know when

you need to walk a long distance. Lol. I love sandals, booties, and wedges, shoes with platforms! :D

Days when I amn lazy, I really slack! Lol. Shirt, pants, slippers. Who cares?!

Have to thank this man for making me happy, and having a productive day! :D

Without him, I dont think I would feel happy after shopping so much.

Spent 100+ yesterday but it felt good. Though there were not many stuffs tht I could get.

Cause I was getting the out-of-budget- merchandises! >.<

I bought my solutions, mascara, skirt, bag, top, and bangles.

Outfit of the day.

I love how you look at me sometimes. Those sparking eyes, long blinking lashes..

May peace be upon you, my friends.

Sunday Date with Babe Part 2

2012-01-30T03:26:00.000+08:00

If you haven't read the first post, click here!!

We walked to the other side of the place and sat on the "....." (Wow, I cant find the right word-.-)

HERE!! *points up here* We sat here!! What is this thing called? Lol. Seat rock? XP

LOL Bb was telling me how he wants to have a house in the middle of the sea.

We can have a boat to travel us to the shore and thn car to work and thn again.

He said, "Waaaa, no one can disturb" HAHA! AS IF.

My fading Red Hair.

This is too beautiful!

The best blessing a man can receive in this world is a righteous and pious wife. A wife who will raise his children upon the Quran and Sunnah. A wife who turns the home into a place of peace and tranquility where the worship of Allah is present all the time.

May Allah grant all the Muslim men a wife like this.

May Allah turn me into a woman like that ♥

“Your smile for your brother is a charity. Your removal of stones, thorns or bones from the paths of people is a charity. Your guidance of a person who is lost is a charity.”

—	*(Bukhari)*

Anyway, I want to apologise if any of my posts/tweets/statuses offend anyone.

Please know that my intention is good and I will never impose hurt to anyone indirectly

unless you provoke/offend me first. But rest assured, I am not doing anything mean.

I am sorry if I post contraditing stuffs and Islamic information which might not..

how do I put it.. which might not make you comfortable. Forgive me.

Sometimes I just forgot the world, when I am with you.

Thn again, I must remember, who I belong to and who I shall return to.

In Sha'Allah one day.

I love this shot, because my eyes are big and there's natural fan blowing onto me,

and Babe's somehow like a cute pokemon. Lol.

Liquid Sunshine

We went off to Babe's house and had Laksa with ucu and tante! :D

It was fun spending time with them!! ^ ^ Thank you ~

May peace be upon you!

Sunday Date with Babe Part 1

2012-01-30T02:48:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikkum! Today was a great Sunday! I love today ~

Well, let pictures do the taking yeah? ^ ^

I love to snapped unglam shots of myself and post them up publicly (those who have access)

ever since I started sending my Instagram pictures to Facebook. Sigh.

I dont know why. But anyways, I deleted all my other albums. Facebook is really not a personal

networking site for me. I hate the place, its filled with lots of filth! >.<

Everytime I logged in, there are bound to have no sense posts. What's more ridiculous is that,

people can "like" a nonsense post coming from a "popular" person rather thn "liking" a sensible

post from an average-looking person. Society is screwed. Everything depends on looks.

That is what most of the young people or rather, people who dont appreciate "things" are behaving.

They think they person who show half their boobs, or show a lot of skins are HOT SEXY.

I have a date with this guy every Sunday afternoon.

But.... so much of Chicken ABALONE, I dont see any ABALONE any where!

This was right after I showered! Only with toner and moisturiser!

No foundation or eyebrow drawn yet! XD

I was in a rush because I need to be at Bishan at 5pm, but I was so silly

to take the wrong train, lol. I ended up reaching there half an hour later.

Babe waited for me by the roadside patiently.. Awww sweetie ♥

Thn he called me later, and told me not to rush because his soccer plans were cancelled.

I was shock, I felt bad of course. But he said it was because it was damn far (Jurong)

so he didnt want to go all the way there... ..+++ We went riding.. and ended up in..

LOL. Need to enlarge the beautiful nature/scenery. It was captivating.

I dont mind the sun and the sweat because I really love exploring and being close with nature.

Its like being close to Him. All praises to Allah s.w.t ^^ ♥

The monkeys were so cute, I swear! But I was horrified by their stares.

Either they were attracted to my red knitted cardigan (food to them?) or they can read

my dreadful+funny past with monkeys. Lol. There was a time BB and I were on the bike,

and we were otw home, we stopped to catch what the monkeys were doing.. This particular monkey

was really close to me, so I thought it was gentle and nice, but it wanted to ATTACK me.

OMG! Thn BB kinda had his fast reflex moment and ride off afterwards. It was scary!

Wore my new matte lig gloss that I bought the other time! ^ ^

We may not be the most good looking nor not our ideal partners, BUT

we find love in our imperfections and at least, these feelings are real (:

& I thank Allah s.w.t for meeting you, and hope tht our r/s can turn halal In Sha'Allah.

Beautiful short story ♥

Wife asks husband:

“What is the happiest moment in your life?”

He looked at her face and said:

“It has not yet come..”

She fell silent for a moment, then she asked:

“And when will it be?”

He said:”The day when you open the door and you say to me ‘my dear husband, Assalaamu alaykum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuh’ - in our palace in Jannah.”

See you in part two post! XD

I pretend to be normal, but it gets boring.

2012-01-28T02:36:00.001+08:00

I think this isn;t really a public blog, this is more of a pictures, "self-obsessed" blog.

But I love it nevertheless. Kekeke! ^ ^ && I will still feed this space with lots and lots

of love by posting pictures of my own, quotes and my loves in my wonderful (Alhamdullilah) life.

Anyways, shan't start with the general question like always, "How is everyone today?" I see

no replies, lol. But I hope, when you read that question, you whispered with a smile back! (:

Life is the same for me, but I am more blessed and thankful because of that.

I have not and haven't yet found a job, but Imma start looking for one soon. I am just lazing around,

enjoying my time before I officially graduate. That is, if my works are satisfactory! In Sha'Allah!

PHOTO | I was in a daze.

I realised when I am sleepy, or half awake, I will do the most silliest things I will

never do when I am sober. Sigh. I do regret ater realising what mess I just created, lol.

This boy really love to spam my notifications! But I love seeing him there as well! XD

Think this was on Thursday! ^ ^ I went to meety Linda, and got the shock of my life.

Anyways, went to school afterwards to submit my portfolio. Prays that it is good enough.

Shopped for cosmetic in a mini stall I saw in my school agaora hall. Byebye $30!

PHOTO | We couldn't actually feed each other at the same time. Its difficult! XD

Today was sports attire day, Lol. I literally wore it out to Ang Mo Kio, Bishan,

and to the East!! It was fun wearing all slacks! XD

With my friend of 10 years now and counting. What a blessing.

She, who never walks out when the rest of the whole world does(:

Just know, I'll be there when you need me, and even if I can't. My heart is always there. ^^

Even though sometimes you ignore me, sheesh! Hmp!

We sat at the bench and I munched my salad away! Hungry ~

Anyway, there was something I wanted to update when BB was in Thailand. Didnt wanna say

it here because I wanted him to realised the difference.. It was actually... I dyed my hair! XD

Met BB at Bishan and I bought a bright Orange knitted cardigan for only $23!

We went off to DownTown to get our Butcher pizza! ^ ^

I super love them!

Ate dinner again ^^ I am forever hungry.

LOL this girl spilled the Capucinno and she was cleaning it up, when I took a ....

so called guilty-at-work. Lol XD

“Ya Allah, give me eyes that see the best in people, a heart that forgives the worst, a mind that forgets the bad, and a soul that never loses faith. Ameen”

May peace be upon you (:

Five reasons why Allah SWT uses problems …

2012-01-25T21:09:00.002+08:00

Five reasons why Allah SWT uses problems …
by Shaykh Salih al-Fawzaan

The problems you face will either defeat you or develop you – depending on how you respond to them. Unfortunately, most people fail to see how Allah wants to use problems for good in their lives. They react foolishly and resent their problems rather than pausing to consider what benefit they might bring.

Here are five ways Allah wants to use the problems in your life:

1. Allah SWT uses problems to DIRECT you.

Sometimes God must light a fire under you to get you moving. Problems often point us in a new direction and motivate us to change. Is God trying to get your attention? “Sometimes it takes a painful situation to make us change our ways.”

2. Allah SWT uses problems to INSPECT you.
People are like tea bags … if you want to know what’s inside them, just drop them into hot ever water! Has God tested your faith with a problem? What do problems reveal about you? “When you have many kinds of troubles, you should be full of joy, because you know that these troubles test your faith, and this will give you patience.”

3. Allah SWT uses problems to CORRECT you.

Some lessons we learn only through pain and failure. It’s likely that as a child your parents told you not to touch a hot stove but you probably learned by being burned. Sometimes we only learn the value of something … health, money, a relationship by losing it. “It was the best thing that could have happened to me, for it taught me to pay attention to your laws.”

4. Allah SWT uses problems to PROTECT you.

A problem can be a blessing in disguise if it prevents you from being harmed by something more serious. Last year a friend was fired for refusing to do something unethical that his boss had asked him to do. His unemployment was a problem – but it saved him from being convicted and sent to prison a year later when management’s actions were eventually discovered. “You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good …

5. Allah SWT uses problems to PERFECT you.

Problems, when responded to correctly, are character builders. God is far more interested in your character than your comfort. Your relationship to God and your character are the only two things you’re going to take with you into eternity. “We can rejoice when we run into problems … they help us learn to be patient. And patience develops strength of character in us and helps us trust God more each time we use it until finally our hope and faith are strong and steady.”

Here’s the point:

God is at work in your life – even when you do not recognize it or understand it. But it’s much easier and profitable when you cooperate with Him. “Success can be measured not only in achievements, but in lessons learned, lives touched and moments shared along the way”

Allah SWT Knows Best.

Bring me closer to the lord.

2012-01-25T20:47:00.002+08:00

The best of both worlds.

2012-01-25T04:10:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikkum everyone, how is everyone? Did you have a good productive weekend? :D

So far, mine is good, and I am super thankful for it, Alhamdullilah! ^ ^

Anyway, today I went to the East to wait for Babe's return from vacation.

He was suppose to reach at 4, I reached at 5 and he's still not home!

We all called him but to no avail. Got me really worried because... why the hell was he

taking so long? Thn I predicted that it was because its the Lunar New Year, people

are driving to and fro home for visitings :) So I decided to wait, and have my dinner first.

Oh, and did I mentioned I camwhore? Cause no one was entertaining me,

so what else can I do, when I have me, Ally and some natural light? XD

I need to cut down man >.< I have 1K+ photos in Instagram! Lol.

And about a thousand in my local album? That is, after I mass delete old pictures!!

I bought a new eyeliner yesterday, and I am super loving it. Look how intense it is!

Also, its not smudgy at all. But the tip is a bit long, so I had a little but trouble

shaping it into a nice wing! && some brown shadow over the crease! :D Pretty!

Oh I had an eyebrow bad day! Lol. Spent so many times on those two! >.<

I know.. I know.. Annoying. XD

Thn at 6 plus 7 after my dinner, I tried dialling Babe's number again and it rang, the

Singapore version! Boy was I so estatic! :D I kept on saying, "Sayang I dekat nak sampai"

So when Abg Tam gave the signal that Babe has arrived, me and Siti raced down via

the flight of stairs. Wanted to give him a hug but lol, his mum was watching us... :X

Please pardon the super low quality, there weren't enough light at the point of time

and I wanted to very much snap pictures of us despite his messy tired face. Kekeke!

Didn't wanna keep a lot of pictures, but heck, we can look whatever but we still love each other.

Who says looks matter anyway? I can be the monster me when Im with him, that makes me

comfortable, and special ^ ^

Babe bought for me a top! :D He bought for dad and bro as well :D

Thank you ~

LOLOL! His face damn poor thing. Allllaaaaa tiak bushuk!

Presenting you ... .the face when Im not smiling ....

Punishment for being so conceited and spamming my blog with my self-absorbed pictures ok :(

Babe's.

Hello Subuza, I will never ride you, ever.

Babe brought me to this new road, which leads to a new place! XD

I want a love like theirs.

2012-01-25T03:39:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone, before I blog about today, I wanted to share a fascination of mine

which I happened to love love love very much. Lol. Its the Addams Family.

I dont know, but they are just weirdly unique, in my taste. I love Gomez and

Morticia's passionate burning love. So here I am, sharing with you some of their sweet-loving

hardcore conversations! I really love them, am I weird?

Morticia: And our credo: "Sic gorgiamus allos subjectatos nunc." We gladly feast on those who would subdue us. Not just pretty words.

Gomez: To live without you, only that would be torture.
Morticia: A day alone, only that would be death.

Gomez: [about Morticia] I would die for her. I would kill for her. Either way, what bliss.

Morticia: Don't torture yourself, Gomez. That's my job.

Gomez: [to Morticia] You bewitched me. I proposed that very night.

Gomez: Oh, Tish, that's French.
Morticia: Oui. (It means "YeS" in French)
Gomez: Cara mia. (It means "My love/beloved" in Italian) But he loves it when Tish speak French!
Another example,
Gomez: Cara mia. (Italian)
Morticia: Mon cher. (French)

Ma chère/chérie (for women and) Mon cher (for men) Mon coeur(both gender)" - FRENCH

Morticia: When we first met years ago, it was an evening much like this. Magic in the air. A boy.
Gomez: A girl.
Morticia: An open grave. It was my first funeral.
Gomez: You were so beautiful. Pale and mysterious. No one even looked at the corpse.

Morticia: [to Gomez] I'm just like any modern woman trying to have it all. Loving husband, a family. It's just, I wish I had more time to seek out the dark forces and join their hellish crusade.

Morticia: So... you still desire me after all these years? The old ball and chain?
Gomez: Forever!
Morticia: I'll get them!

I think I shared this way back before, but I still wanna share some interesting facts about Morticia.

The real head of the family…low-voiced, incisive and subtle, smiles are rare…ruined beauty…contemptuous and original and with fierce family loyalty…even in disposition, muted, witty, sometimes deadly…given to low-keyed rhapsodies about her garden of deadly nightshade, henbane and dwarf’s hair

Morticia is described as a vamp; she has pale skin and long black hair. She commonly wears black gothic dresses to match her hair, tightly form fitting, with a hobble skirt. According to Wednesday, Morticia applies baking powder to her face instead of actual makeup.

In each episode, she easily allures her husband Gomez by speaking French (or any other foreign language for that matter). Morticia is musically inclined, and is often seen freely strumming a shamisen.

She frequently enjoys cutting the buds off of roses which she discards, keeping only the stems. She also has a carnivorous plant, an African Strangler named Cleopatra, which she enjoys feeding.

Morticia also has an affinity for making certain that her family upholds the traditional Addams way, and is usually the most taken aback when one of the clan goes astray and does something "pleasant."

Morticia's family tree can be traced back to Salem, Massachusetts,

and witchcraft is also implied at times in the television series.

For example, Morticia likes to "smoke," an activity that does not involve

cigarettes or cigars as her husband, but smoke instead emanates from below her.

SHE IS SO DAMN COOL. I want to be her!!!

Happy Lunar New Year Part 2

2012-01-24T03:19:00.001+08:00

Hey hey! If you haven't read part 1, thn I suggest you to click here and read first! :D

Continuing. .....

This is the second hamster's house! Damn luxurious right? Got second floor, got door and balcony, comfy bed and all. Waaaaa! So fun! But the only sad part is, its staying alone :(

So cute!! ^ ^

Chinchilla ~ I think she's pretty old already (:

Beautiful flowers!! I must have a garden of rainbow flowers!!

When I said, "Ah ma, lai, gen wo pai zhao" She quickly hugged me as tight as possible,

like the picture above.. It was really heartwarming.. Awww. But my brother had his fail moment

and he didnt really caputured nice shots.. (Same goes when he snapped for me and Ah gong)

But aww, these two are the loveliest, and I love every moment spent with her!

She still dotes and take care of me just like when I was really young :)

While they were getting ready, I was getting the self-timer ready.

Pulled mum and we snapped a few pictures! XD

Presenting you, the Neo Family.

Dad followed them to the fancy restaurant to have their prestigious celebration, but

bro, mum and me headed back North East to have Swensens for dinner (:

Here are the food that we ate.

Nom nom nom..

We went to visit Baby Sheikh later and shopped abit at Mustafa.

Got myself an eyeliner and a night full of love with that big eyes annoying boy.

I feel that I can take care of him, but my tolerance level isn't high enough for me to last a week.

I can get very annoyed and lazy. But ...... I shall practise and learn. Mehehe!

We are strong, cause we are the superheros in us.

Oh before I end this post, on a total random note, just wana share these videos.. Lol.

You can watch their drama series starting from part 1!
I really love the Morticia, and Gomez, Fester, and Lurch character in this series! Wednesday, Pugsley and Grandmama were totally different :(

I love this movie and the characters as well :) The replacements were
fine with me, cause they look fit ^ ^

&& this is the new movie below, I hate it. Not gonna watch.
Look at Morticia?!>?!?!?!?

May peace be upon you (:

Happy Lunar New Year Part 1

2012-01-24T02:52:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikkum! Its going to be a very picture heavy post, so I think... there will be

part two for this post! Yes, I was pretty shocked myself... I can snapped so much pictures in one day!

The stickers are too cute!! & oh yes, we still text like this even up to this very day.

Tried to wear my Red Chinese inspired top but it was too short. Lol.

I grew since the last two years! XD Yayyy?

I had a myriad of dreams, every single day. & everytime I dreamt, it consist of two parts,

a confusing part, as well as a damn sweet part... The sweet parts will never happen in my life..

Therefore, I think I could only experience it in my dreams. Lol. Thanks ah ~

Woke up late, and cooked Maggi Mee (Chicken Abalone) myself :D

Damn nice, omg! Thankful cause I finished my food and swallowed my pill (:

Oh, and thn the snapping mania with mum happened. O_O

The Addams Family *insert theme song*

Wednesday, Morticia, Pugley, Gomez.

My camwhoring moments with mum.

Mum always had the same pose. Lol.

I dont like the picture above, but I love my Red hair streak so Im keeping this! XD

Actually me and mum cant really smile with our teeth.... because ...... :X

We booked a cab via my Ally, and we are off to Grandparents home!

Snapped a picture with dad! :D

& WE HAD A DIMPLE ON OUR LEFT CHEEK! SO cute right? Kekeke!

I love my daddy ~ So annoying! Ha ha ha!

Thn the annoying brother.. Sigh the guys in our family cant smile charmingly....

Ah Gong was so happy when he saw our picture together (:

He is getting old, and I really wish I could show more love to him..

Ah Gong, even though Im not always there, please know I care and love you as much as you

love and care about us. Live long, stap happy, and healthy always, my 84 years old ah gong.

Camwhored to pass time away ~

Food we ate ~

Spot two new pets! Two new hamsters! But they were scared of me?

Wanted to bite me but lucky I had good reflex! XD

Stay tune for the next post! :D

❤ With your love.

2012-01-23T01:27:00.003+08:00

I woke up late, therefore, I was slightly late to work. Mum was already there, clearing the counter

so I wont stress because Im gonna be there for only one day, and stressing so much isnt right. LOL.

Thanks umma ~ She went off and I was left to mann the counter alone! >.< Work was so boring!

WHY ARE ALL THE WORKS THAT I WORK ARE SO DEPRESSING? D: I have to stand, stand for how many hours? 11-5. Oh god. I was hugging the manequin all the way. Ate Burger King alone, I was already thankful when I ate all of them finish! :D Woohoo ~ One thing I like about working (no matter what job),I gained lots of knowledge and also experience (: Therefore, I am thankful for any job opportunity. Thank you Allah s.w.t ~

Forced brother to come and fetch me since it was raining cats and dogs.

We went to Plaza a(swearr I'll never ever go there again) and bought our dinner.

Waited for the bus to come home since we are so lazy to walk back plus my toes were hurting like

crazzzzy! But oh well, I love time spent with brother!! Loveeeeee him!

I was so damn bored, so I started to curl my hair! :D I miss my long curly hair..

But somehow, I feel that my normal hair (wavy) is much more better.

Wavy hair is more versatile, you can be straight or curly whenever you want! XD

Hassle free too, so I think I shall leave my hair to how it is now (:

Oh since I had so many time, I went to doll myself up more.

Lol. Sneak preview....

Happy Lunar New Year to all my Chinese friends! ^ ^

Anyway, BB shared some photos from his vacation, thought I wanna share them as well :D

If you didn’t do the craziest things when you were young,
you won’t have anything to smile about when you’re old.

May peace be upon you ~

[DIY] Bye bye Dress, Hello skirt.

2012-01-23T01:07:00.000+08:00

If you dont know what to do with a dress you dont really wanna wear anymore, turn

it into a pretty skirt, or even a bandage skirt if the dress is tight enough at the bottom! :D

Here are a few very very easy steps! All you need is your dress and a pair of scissors...

and also, a pair of good hands! ^ ^ So let's get it started ~ I decided to use

this dress because firstly, it has stains, and its too big for me.. So yeah, byebye dress, hello skirt!

Measure the length of how you want your skirt to be, whether above thn your knees,

or lower, its all up to you, or u can ever go with your guys and follow the design of the dress.

I followed the latter. ^ ^ So I just cut it.... just like that.. Make sure it straight!!

Tadaaaa! Split into half! :D

Now that you have a useless top, no worries ~ Cause you have a new skirt where

you can style it with lots of different belts/accessories! :D Woohoo ~ Let me show you!!

My favorite belt! :D

Or maybe... . a ribbon!! ^ ^

Hope you like this short tutorial, love you all ~

Priceless times.

2012-01-22T01:43:00.000+08:00

When I got home, the sun began to come out later..... Pfft.

But the sight was so captivating, I have to snap the sky!

Look at the luminous glow! So beautiful right? But it would be perfect if I get to see

the rainbow.. So many people in FB were boasting about the pretty rainbow the saw,

and I could only "like" their pictures. Oh well. My side didnt had the rainbow at sight.

We went to NEX at about 9, was just in time for popcorn and movie.

We watched "We Not Naughty" It was an awesome movie, I was impressed by

Jack Neo. He always create movied with touching, meaningful yet educating films at the same time!

There were a few scenes which made me teared.. Well, not forgetting my lil brother

had extra water in his eyes too lol. Until he got fed up and said,

"What you looking at? Iratating you know!!!" The fact that he was embarassed. Kekeke!

There was this guy behind us, he was holding his cough during the entire show.. Lol.

It was damn funny. Bro and me were laughing each time we hear this choking sound.

I was shouting "LET IT OUT" in my head for so many times. Damn funny.

Hope you get well soon.

I wanted to blog about a few stuffs but since BB still reads my blog

while he's on his vacation, I shall not disclose so much information here yet ^^

Anyways, I have work tomorrow, relieving my mum at her workplace.. Boo!

Its going to be from 1030 to 5PM. Come and entertain me? I'll be damn bored for sure!

Monday will be visiting Grandparents home together with my COMPLETE family.

I am super super stoked for that!! :D Yayy! I love family gathering, and I hope, I still

qualify for hangbaos!! No exception from dad though!! >.<

After that, we might head to a prestigious restaurant to celebrate CNY! ^ ^

Mum will not be joining though ~ I hope there is something our family can eat though!!

Can you do a walking shot like the above? Mehehe!

Goodnight everyone, may peace be upon you. ^ ^

To infinity and beyond.

2012-01-21T20:47:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikkum everyone, how is everyone doing? I hope everyone is doing fine! ^ ^

FRIDAY

So ever since BB went away, my life is practically nothing. Lol. Kidding.

But yeah, I had no where and no one to go out with. Aslinda decided to go out with her bf

because it was raining and our swimming plans were cancelled. SAD.

But since I got ready already, I decided to go on an adventure on my own! XD

So I went out after Maghrib and went to NEX!

Oh, before that, I snapped quite a few pictures first. Kekeke!

No, I didnt wear that sleeveless tight top of course, I wore a top over it later! :D

Later that night, brother carried me and I landed wrongly, so I bit myself..

Thn, he qucikly took the napkin and wiped it off for me. ALALALAA!

Watched TV and there were not much programmes so I whipped out Ally and started..... again.

SATURDAY

Decided to go to the East, and visit Syara and Siti although BB wasnt with me,

but unfortunately, when I was about to cross over to the train station, rain pelted down

so heavily all over the sudden... and it became worse..

It was the most horrible rainy weather ever! Thunder and lightning threating me..

to a point of I squatted down and recited duas. Sigh ~

Wish there was a gentleman who would shield me from the rain which was

coming into the shelter so vigorously.. Unfortunately, Singaporean man ....... HAHA KIDDING.

Dad saved me!! Wee huuu ~ Reached home safely Alhamdullilah! ^ ^

So I camwhored while brother wasplaying his game!

I really snapped alot uh? Mehehe!

Anyway, babe called me while he was on the ship, when I first saw his

number, I thought he was back in Singapore and wanted to surprise me! LOL.

He later arrived at his destination and Whatsapp/Line me. Mehehe! Miss you!!

Imma go get ready now, we gonna watch movie at NEX!

Quality time with my daddy and brother.

May peace be upon you. Stay safe, and be happy!

What a waste of space

2012-01-20T15:39:00.001+08:00

Hi everyone, I wanted to share my thoughts on a topic Ive long talked about.

It comes to my mind again, because I see my girl friends getting hurt by them.

Occassionally, I had them in life too, but I was foolish enough to give them another chance.

Until, I found one who doesnt seem to fit in that filthy category of them.

J E R K S, what does it really means? Well, to me, in layman terms, it means

guys who deserves to get kick in their balls multiple times. Lol. Im so mean.

But I will never do that. But anyway, if you go to urban dictionary, this is what THEY say,

I will highlight those I feel that is SO true.

Jerks are selfish, manipulative bastards who see women as little more then sexual conquests to brag about to their buddies or mere objects that are there for their personal pleasure. As to ensure the post-sex breakup will be in their favor, Jerks often play the "sensative guy" early on so the girl will make most of the moves on HIM, and after he's done with her and dumps her for some other girl just like her, he can make it look like she's at fault for coming on too strong, and consequently she'll take him back if he chooses to return for seconds.

Noun. An idiot or stupid person. An insensitive, selfish, ignorant,
cocky person who is inconsiderate and does stupid things.

Nicely said! XD

1. A mean/heartless person.

2. More common: A guy who perfectly fits the gender stereotype, and is insensitive, controlling, and will treat women like sex objects. Though many women constantly complain about guys like that, most end up with one, because they didn't dig deeper and didn't try to see through the jerk's crap. Instead of going for a nice guy who will obviously be there for a girl, most girls choose what's right in front of them, a cold-hearted bastard who happens to look "macho", who is a big-time flirt and wears his penis on his sleeve. (This part, would be the ladies fault for getting herself a jerk)

But anyways, I did blogged a few posts about jerks before, but I shan't raked up about the past.

True enough, I detest them so much because they bring tears, sweat, energy, time blablabla
all to waste. Its damn annoying how we, ladies still have a heart to stay with them.
I won't go about saying what they did, how they hurt ladies, and all.

I am just done trying to save friendships with them. If you want to screw up, your life
and our friendship, I will still try to recover you, but if you are still so stubborn,
then go ahead, by all means. I dont give a damn anymore. Maybe I will foolishly will,
but I will always remind myself that my priority is Allah s.w.t never you.

Cuddle Bug and everything nice.

2012-01-20T01:12:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum. Before I began today's post I just want to remind or rather bring up this

little religious issue of giving salam to another Muslim sisters/brothers (:

Just for your information, and to prevent from greeting wrongly.

1. Assalaam-U-Alaikum = May peace be upon you

2. Saam-O-Alaikum = Destruction be on to you

3. Asaam-O-Alaikum = Death be imposed upon you

4. Assa-E-Kum = Pleasure be ceased upon you

5. Slam-le-Kum = Curse be upon you

There are basic mistakes and even as Muslims, we do not know how to say Assalam-U-Alaikum. So be careful about it because the most common one used today out of negligence is Number 5.

So, remember y’all.

Just as a random one to add, it’s Insha’Allah, not inshallah. Inshallah means create God. So make sure to emphasise the separation with 2 A’s.

(source)

So anyway, I slept late and woke up late again, as usual. Ha ha.

Woke up automatically at 7, thn at 10, 12,1, and at last... I woke up at 2.

Ate lunch and swallowed my pill, Alhamdullilah.

Always thankful for being able to finish my meal, thank you Allah s.w.t.

Got ready and went down at about 6 to meet BB.

Decided to go to the field because the sun was setting soon and I thought we could

create another set of memories by snapping pictures! :D

Sometimes I get annoyed with the shitloads of pictures that I can snap!

Saw something?

I miss you already :( Please be safe Cuddle Bug.

Beautiful!

Finally its time to go...

I went to Avenue 8 and purchased new brand of lens. It was a tad too expensive for a monthly

lens, but Im gonna give it a try. Hope its pretty and good! :D

Its Friday tomorrow!

Be happy, but be scared too. May peace be upon you.

We will be there till our boobs sag. Well, at least if yours does.

2012-01-19T02:06:00.000+08:00

She came in and stayed with me when the rest of the world decides to walk out on me.

We were best friends when I first met her during our primary school times.

She was the beautiful girl with brains, and she was the close friend I had.

Until, we moved on to high school, but fortunately, fate was with us and we

still kept in contact. Maybe we were really busy that we kinda drifted for a while, but

we came back and we rock like usual. We still talked about anything

and everything and we always tell the truth. Thats what best friends are for right? :)

8 years and counting, and I will continue this friendship if you and I stay true together.

I shall cut the crap. At most, she will read this post and go..

AWWWWWWW. *insert kissy smileys* thn forget about it. HAHAHA!

I talked to her on WA today and forced her to accompany me to sch.

I sounded like I was a loner and was really pitiful. Lol.

But we met each other while she was on the way home and I was on the way to school.

And so, I dragged her down, and all the way. From Bishan all the way to Woodlands.

Damn sweet right? But I felt bad because she woke up early and had school,

and she hasn't eaten.. So I was kinda.. Oh man. Shouldn't have dragged you!

But I dont wanna be alone! So I brought her along and took care of her. Muahaha.

I went back to school to meet my faci for my portfolio. I had to put in extra efforts. Lol.

Shan't talk much about it, I shall just do what I have to do, and get it over and done with.

I cant wait to graduate! >,< Speaking of which, I need to find a job.

How many times in a post have I mentioned this? All talks, but no actions!

Linda stayed with me during the meeting. Hee hee! I accompanied

her to eat afterwards! ^ ^

She met her BF halfway, and I went all the way to the East.

Then, my PMS came and I decided not to cont this post anymore!!

I am spamming my Facebook with what nots. See you!! <3

I am also at my Tumblr! ^ ^

This is interesting...

May peace be upon you.

Know that you are here for a higher purpose.

2012-01-18T03:18:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone! Assalamualaikkum! ^ ^

Ahhh ~ Today is a special day because it's Shahrara day! Yayyy!

& looking at the picture above, is an evidence that I cooked my own rice!

It was perfect, really. Not too hard nor soft! It is just nice, and the rice does not stick

onto the pot! Yayyy! I bet it was luck... or just my good instinct. But I cooked little, so

dad has to cook again. Muahaha. I need to get my calculations right! >.<

Before I blog about today, the day before today, I actually bought Revlon Just Bitten..

I was so excited because we do not have drugstore lipstain.. Therefore I very much wanted

to get this limited edition product!! I kept searching for it but to no avail.

But I managed to get it when I went to TPY hub (:

I heard good reviews about it but there were not much of them.. I have to say...

that I hate it :\ Look at the picture above? The product actually dries out my lips! >.<

And the color is not intense.. its like a fading color? Maybe I got a light shade,

or lip stains are suppose to be tht way. But Ive seen better lip stains from Etude House and

Body Shop.. Sigh. I always lick my lips because it was getting dry already...

Thn I went to the website just for your convinience if you haven't heard about it

Revlon Just Bitten LipStain

I got the one in Victorian. Maybe I will fully apply the product and snap a picture. ^^

Its on 20% now, so grab it before it return to its original price which is quite.. unreasonably pricey!

Had my henna done last night and let it sleep with me throughout ~

The color wasnt really intense anymore and its like... orange shades on my nails. Lol.

Got ready, and BB fetched me and we are off to Ubi, Motorworld.

Whatever that place is called ~ He needs to buy spray for his Hayabusa.

Sigh. I hate hate hate the idea that he is gonna travel with his bike to Thailand.

Do you know how unsafe it is?!?! Travelling out of Singapore with a bike three times

larger the size of you. Pfft!! I really pray you will be safe..

Dont really like how my lips were today..

Look! The sun was shining so I decided to continue my snapping session! X D

BB and me goofing around in the car. Lol.

I damn sleepy now so I cant think of anything that I wanna type here..

Oh, thankyou to the friends who talked to me in Formspring!! :D

It feels really nice receiving loves though I really wish to know who you really are ^ ^

Gamsahamida! ^^ Makes me feel acknowledged~

*gives you all my love!!*

I am still not done with my Portfolio Development and it makes me sick! >.<

HAHA! Like seriously, I wanna get it over and done with.

As much as I am petrified going into the next phase, life still moves on and I will have

to go through it one day. So I wanna go on now. Like N-O-W.

But first, I really need a good deserving rest. Lol. Im so pampered. As if I worked so hard! XD

BB was saying next time when he goes to work, what will I do? I replied saying I will

go to work as well. I wanna teach. He said, just stay at home, or he'll send me to

his mum's house and when he's back, he will fetch me back to our own palazzo.

Muahaha. Sounds like a good life? But nahhh ~ I want to work, and earn money..

That money will be spent wisely.. I am a lady.. a shopaholic lady sometimes so

I dont wana be asking for money all the time! >.< It feels good buying loves from your

hard earned money.. ^^ I just cant wait. Imagining and dreaming seems so easy and fun.

I will always be that lady who will annoy the hell out of you, but cares for you all the same.

To My Future Husband:

Today, I did something a little different. On my usual long drive back to school, I prayed. The entire way, I was talking to God. Pouring my heart before Him, kneeling at His throne with my praises, with my requests. Among the topics He and I had a good conversation about was you. Don’t get me wrong; this wasn’t the first time I’ve prayed for you. This wasn’t the first time I’ve asked God to give you a good week. It’s certainly not the first time I’ve asked for him to watch out for the girls he will meet before he meets me. I pray that if you’re in a relationship right now, God will use it to bring Himself glory and she will help pave the way for the love I have waiting for you. If you’re single, that makes two of us. I pray that you would have faith and know that I wish more than anything to be where you are, but I know that God is keeping us apart for his own reasons - reasons I have learned to not question. However, for the first time today, I prayed for our children. I asked God to bless us through them and to guide us as we raise them to be His children for His service. I thanked him in advance for the blessing He has in store for us by way of those bundles of joy. Maybe God will choose to bless us with something other than children. Maybe we will be called to adopt. Maybe we will foster. Maybe (hopefully) you will be a youth minister and just having all of those kids to call our own will be sufficient. Any way you spin it, I am so thankful already to have you in my future, right beside me, telling me I’m beautiful when I’m really pregnant and cranky, submitting to my crazy food demands, and taking me up in your arms when the exhaustion really starts to sink in just to tell me that you’re proud of how strong I have been and how great of a mother I will be. These scenarios racing through my mind make me eager to start a family, once I call you mine… All in God’s perfect time. Oh, look… your future wife just made a rhyme ;)

Love,
Your Future Wife

May peace be upon you, my friends :)

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2012-01-17T02:54:00.001+08:00

OH ANNYEONG! ^ ^ I am back!! I am blogging almost everyday now!

If onlu blogging is a job and someone would hire me, I would be rich.

Always blogging so dilligently! XD Anyways, Imma blog about my day today! :D

I slept at 4 plus last night, doing my blog and surfing the web. I was so sure

that I can wake up on time and meet my niece after her school.

I had alarm clocks and auto-wake-up at 7, 10, 11, 12, and finally

I woke up at about 115PM and I was rushing like a man woman! >.<

I even had 112 notifications from MSN from Kas!! LOL!! Thanks bro!! (:

Packed lunch and walked to the mall to hail a cab.

Got one.. But the uncle wanted to pump his petrol so I went to withdraw money as well.

Sigh, my $8 gone just for this! Urgh! But I was greeted with Aishah when I walked out

of the cab! Alhamdullilah she is save and we found each other :)

We then lepak in the house. She was giving me free hair service!

Brushing my hair and tying them up.. I was just.. lying down and snapping pictures!

I seriously want my old lens back :( I have problems with the current one! Urgh!

Shes the closest niece of all ^ ^

The aftermath! Not bad right! :D

Afterwards, I changed into my specs and went down to a nearby shop to get some snacks!

Ate them all while watching The Ellen Show..

My soldier came later and we are off to Central.. He wanted to exchange money..

Sigh.. Waste petrol, waste energy and also risking your life. Haissssssssss.

Iratating.

We went back to Aunt's house and BB prayed ^ ^

Spent some time with Bay Sheikh! Miss him alot!!

May Allah bless all my family members, relatives, friends, closed ones and

all my Muslim sisters and brothers, not forgetting everyone :)

Happy Shahrara day to the both of us.

& unlike the rest, ours is a different special story. ^^

Take care, and have a great day ahead! Seeeee youuuuu ~